10,267. GRIME

GRIME

I went back today, looking 

for something, to the first piece

posted here. It says 2008. That

was long ago, but not. Meaning,

in regular terms, the years do pile 

up. Cosmic terms are different, making

the stars and moon seem as something

else, outside of time. As that first piece

says, 'in this I am not alone.' I was reading,

as well, a science piece today, real stuff,

not junk or comic book, that states the

moon is hollow. I thought that was pretty

scary  -  it also said scientists cannot quite

determine the origins of its ores and surface.

The writer said that science has 'agreed' 

on terms and words, for what they find,

but those are just covers for findings. If

people really knew, they fear there'd be a

panic  -  for the origin of it would then

turn out to have been something put there,

'manufactured' if you will, and left in place

by something else. And, within the stellar

and orbital plane, there is a corresponding 

hole where 'something once was' that is no

longer there. Everyone admits to that  -  

between our nearest planets, there's 

something missing, and we're an anomaly.

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That's not news to me, no, and I've been 

saying the same for years. It's where I've

come from, but no one listens. Why need I

suffer in silence, I wonder? Is that something 

martyrs do too? Well, then, if so or if not, how

and why did I end up amidst this rabble? I am

not even real. I am not even real.

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I know that, and I know what I feel.