Tuesday, May 27, 2014

5408. BENDING TO THE BLEND

BENDING TO THE BLEND
It's early morning again, and I've straggled sleep 
and its denizens of torture, left it all behind, forgetting
already what to remember about a dream I sense
I may have had; and isn't that the weirdest sensation,
not even being sure of that which you're quickly 
forgetting. Was it a dream then, or not? And
what is all this hazy, strange memory?
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And then blackfriars come on to the train, bound   -
as they always are  -  for either New Brunswick or
Trenton. No other place holds them  -  midnight stay-overs
from a New York City frolic, still drunk they pass out,
prone, on the otherwise vacant seats in an otherwise
vacant train. I get to watch them sleep and hear them
snore. Neither a delight nor a bore, I withstand the
faint disgust that wishes to rise up. All things pass.
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But how they all must live. I get their stares occasionally :
some doughty white guy with a morning sack and a book  
to read. What's up with that? Then their phone will ring
and they're on to other things  -  the sing of a voice,
the slap of a dash and a text. I cannot really care.
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Bending to the blend, I guess I do what I must do :
walk the line, beneath the trees as the light opens up,
hearing the birds assault with sound the fleeing dark.
I love it all, it's textured right, and I take it in. I do
not speak; instead just keep on my way. Bending
to the blend, it's just another day.

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