Wednesday, July 16, 2014

5584. GAP-TOOTHED MOUSEKETEER

GAP-TOOTHED 
MOUSEKETEER
Down the Cumberland Valley, or up at the
Donner Pass, someone was having a party;
I was hoping it would last. On my way to 
bereavement now, setting my shoes on fire. 
I've nothing new to say this day. Let me expire.
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Two dumpside trucks are emptying out on the
back of 19th street. Some Mennonite ladies are
passing by  -  light blue, little hats, and apron strings
to follow. Cute as stuff, anywhere. They talk, yet
they watch the breadstuffs unload  -  seasoned,
imported, holiday loaves and brand-new breadsticks.
Things like that I can never get the hang of. The guy
says 'Charley, this shit all off yet?' Charley grunts
and points  -  as if to say 'the ladies, jerk, the ladies.'
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Who minds anything today? Not me. I go on whistling,
my bicycle wheels threaded with grief where it once
was grease. I just leave it all behind, and never look
back. My mind wanders. I think of all those sayings
I've heard; the zen stuff, and not: 'Change always
happens, except at vending machines.' 
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'Do you know 'if' is the middle word in 'life?'
'Some day you will be old enough to begin
reading fairy tales again.' Stopping myself cutie, 
I look you over. What even am I doing here, 
and why?

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