RUDIMENTS, pt. 269
- Maple Tree, pt. 8 -
Sometimes, when the task ahead
seems overwhelming, or too
daunting, I've found that the best
way, or most effective, or satisfying,
is to go forward, doing just what
must be done - getting the necessary
out of the way and leaving the frills
and extras alone. Most of all the
pressure is in your head anyway,
and self-imposed. Like Franklin
Roosevelt meant, when he said,
'All we have to fear is fear itself.'
He may not have known it in exactly
the same way as I'm putting it here,
but that's the essence. You begin
reacting to the horrors that MIGHT
be, and not to the situation presenting
itself. The Depression and WWII
wasn't a party for anyone; no. But
two parts of the same machinery,
once faced off, solved each other's
problem. The War ended the Depression
(goes to show the engrained power of
the Military); and the Depression, in
turn, had empowered the War, by
weakening people, beating them
down, and making them pliable
and weary. I always liked to think
that the Maple Tree came out of that
war, was a cultural result of it.
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Certain things, in their way, about
the Maple Tree, and any of the other
5,000 bars of that era, that worked me
down into an almost hatred of things,
was the atmosphere in the places. All
of them: Mid-1990's, large TV's suddenly
everywhere, no place to be alone, the
visuals always running (only very seldom
was there any TV sound heard over the
din). Endless crap, and everyone buying
into it unwittingly. I always sought to
live very privately. The last thing I
wanted was to have to be force-fed
television, which I've managed to
keep out of my life, thank you. Yet,
in the Maple Tree and everywhere
else, it was ever-present : Somehow
over the years the dark, silent presence
of a tavern had been replaced by the
loud, useless give-and-take of a
gymnasium, with alcohol. Besides
every freaking Led Zepplin song in
the world being over-played on the
jukebox, along with AC/DC, Eagles
and The Band, I had to sit through
forty different lectures on Jon Bonham's
'always just behind the beat' drumming.
I used to think to myself, 'how can he
be behind the beat, when he IS the beat
for the rest of the band?' Thrills. In
reality though, hey, that's a pretty
deep question.
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Certainly there was no thrill involved
in this, yet I couldn't communicate my
dislike. Super Bowl? Winter Olympics?
Summer Olympics? Yankee baseball?
O.J. Simpson, trolling around in a white
Bronco? I had to be endlessly subjected
to this junk while people bought beer and
talked tortured talk about everything.
Clinton. Clinton and Monica. Clinton
and Hilary. Clinton's daughter. Jail, Sex.
The Press. Impeachment. Stock Market.
Techno crash. Market bottoms. Talk
show hosts. It was all deadly, and the
later at night any of it got, the more
wasted I'd be, forced to be subject to
drivel. Who wanted any of this, and
how did it get mixed in with being
some sort of badass, imagistic Biker?
When the scenarios here were lad out,
I don't think anyone was paying
attention. Also, Hazel was as religious
as they come. Our Lady this, and Holy
Father that. St. Andrew's Church drew
here second allegiance, after the bar.
Strange stuff. She'd go on retreats,
and church sponsored big-deal trips,
and come back telling about them,
while right behind her or next to us
someone else is railing on about,
'Who the fuck took my money off the
bar and where are my god-damned
cigarettes?' Not any exact quote, no,
but the idea is the idea of the mixing
of all these weird cultures. Cussing
was part of the territory, so I'm not
apologizing here for that, but in the
same vein no one ever apologized to
me for having to be subjected to all
of this 3rd grade, cartwheel level
crap at every turn.
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I wasn't a good mixer, but I played at
being one, and apparently I did a fairly
good job. Not Oscar material - or, if
so, more like Oscar Madison, that slob
guy from the Odd Couple. One thing
we did every year, for at least 6 or 8
years - incredibly without any
mishaps, deaths, scarrings or real
fiascos - was put 16 or 20 motorcycles
in the Woodbridge St. Patrick's Day
Parade. It was a stupid, slow crawl,
really horrid on clutches, people
got impatient waiting. The problem
was the staging area. We'd be told to
be fully accounted for by something
like 12:30, in our section, which was
away from everyone, down at the rear
of Woodbridge High School, right at
the football field. Which was good,
and was bad. It was good, because
there were heated rest rooms underneath
the stands. And it was bad because
all we did, for two hours waiting, was
booze it up, work on bikes, hang
around, grumpy and complaining,
drink (did I mention that?) make
fun of wives and girlfriends present.
Once the slow route of the parade got
going, it was antics, loud behavior,
even burn-outs occasionally, here
and there. One year, problematically,
we got placed just behind some
drill and marching team - girls
in tights and skin-clothes, bands
noise, etc. It was a battle, and we
disrupted things, especially as a
few well-lubricated guys wouldn't
leave the cheerleaders alone. The
next year like a bunch of idiots, we
were placed near the end, just before
some dumb-ass Woodbridge Go-Kart
Club, whose fool members kept
trying to show us up and nose into
our motorcycle spaces. Bad news.
After that we were always placed
before or after the fire department
trucks. Steaming through Woodbridge,
drunk out of our minds, supposedly
showing up for prim and proper
motorcycle rights, wasn't a cool
idea, 'for the cause', let's say. It
was more like the Acoholic
Anonymous Drop-Outs Riding
Club. We'd end up at the Maple
Tree anyway, where Hazel and the
house crowd and a band ('Dirty Pool,
and Tony, you out there') was at
the ready with (yep!) more beer,
ten tons of corned beef and
boiled potatoes, and a party-time
atmosphere, set to roll. It just
usually grew from there. One time
we actually got the trophy for
'Best Mobile Unit.' Which of
course, as Emcee and presenter,
I quickly altered to Best Mobile
Eunuchs. Always fun.
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No matter what was ever going on,
we drew people. They'd come out,
for us - a small contingent of locals,
a group of sweet-enough girls drawn
to our antics; the locals who'd be
drinking there anyway; people
suddenly 'interested' in motorcycles.
We were antic clowns, free-booters
and leaders too. The same went for
Halloween - a huge, yearly (mostly
indoor) costume party, this one of
grunge, make-believe, taunting,
music and weird revelry. Emcee'd,
again, and as usual, by me. Always
throwing the 'stupid-pepper' in
someone's eyes. One Halloween,
one of our regular cuties from those
days showed up as 'Pocahantas.' Up
at the mike, getting a prize or ribbon
for Best Costume, she was quickly
re-dubbed. in good-nature, to be
days showed up as 'Pocahantas.' Up
at the mike, getting a prize or ribbon
for Best Costume, she was quickly
re-dubbed. in good-nature, to be
'Poke-er-Heinie.' Cue the crowd
laugh, and cue it loud. A
regular damned riot, Alice.
regular damned riot, Alice.
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