I HAVE NOTHING
I have nothing now, semolina wheatface you,
and I'm going to start something quite new.
I have a table of my own at Markson's Jetting
Cafe. Red wine on the table, a few cigarettes,
rolled and ready in my pocket. People around,
not many, but those who are are quality types. I'm
tired of the salacious bus-riders who yearn to talk.
Please remain silent; to reply I balk.
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In 1964 I was still forming something. There was
a man on the TV, going on about bombs, reading
a dull paper - filled with lies as well - about the
Tonkin Gulf Resolution. Most all of those senators
and congressmen around him are dead now, and
they should have been dead then; and I should have
killed them. And him as well.
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I ask you: how many lives are ruined by bastards?
Can you even count them, or remember? I held a
long rifle in my hands, right below the Huey and the
nearby Medivac copters - blades spinning, all
set to go. I was supposed to protect the 'periphery'
from any intruders - shoot to kill, not just main.
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Alas, I really couldn't hear a thing - just people in
fatigues endlessly talking - barking more like it,
commands and directives, understandings and plans.
Back then, it was nothing to see crumpled bodies
half-dead in the delta mud. We were killing a nation
while fighting a war - two nations, in fact, and
declared nonetheless. Killing the Cong and killing
ourselves as well. Fuck them all, then, fuck them.
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