Wednesday, February 12, 2020

12,552. RUDIMENTS, pt. 961

RUDIMENTS, pt. 961
(trees always reveal the motives of others)
Here's an Eighth Street story
from maybe September, 1967.
I was sitting around at the
Studio School, nobody doing
much of anything  -  one of those
periods of time between things,
and the conversation turned to a
book someone there was touting.
Wilentz's book store was right
across the street, so I walked
off to get a copy of the book
in question. I walked in and
asked the guy for a copy of
'Trout Fishing In the United
States.' The guy took a fit
on me, threw the book onto
the counter and said, 'It's
America. Not United States.
It's America.' He was surely
pretty frustrated with me, and
enflamed too over probably the
tenth jerk kid who had come in
and gotten the title wrong. Hint:
It's NOT about fishing. I figured
the guy was maybe ten years
older than me already, so if he's
still alive he'd be in his 80's by
now, but maybe, in his fog of
dotage, he remembers that
jerk kid who came in and asked
for 'Trout....' It probably still
burns him up. In retrospect  -
and I followed the career of
the author, Richard Brautigan,
closely enough  -  the strange
whimsy here, within the book,
of this character named Trout
Fishing In America, makes a
little sense. It's a bit demeaning,
sometimes silly, often hard to
reasonable take, but  -  if you
put this up against, say 'Tarantula'
by Bob Dylan, it's very obvious
(to me) where the germ of that
book's premise came from. They
don't call Dylan a magpie for
nothing. A magpie 'steals' from
other nests. Now don't get me
at all wrong  -  in the great
growth of American culture
this apple doesn't fall far from
that tree. It's not stealing,
unless you're a lawyer, and
a copyright infringement
guy and all that non-creative
stuff that never knows its
ass from a hole in the wall
(I used to hear that phrase a
lot, but don't anymore. It's
funny how the actual usage
of language has changed
over forty years. I also used
to hear it as 'ass from his
elbow,' which kind of made
more sense, at least sticking
with body parts. But, hole
in the wall?).....
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Now, also, let me add, the
person at the Studio School
who was touting this book
was one of those new sorts
of hippie-enlightenment
types of which there used to
be a lot, around, back then.
Their approach was a sort
of cool wisdom coached
in coyness, sort of like one
too many bong hits, back
then. Everything just smoky
and liquified and just stared
at. That was the sort of book
this was; totally random, a
free-flow of idleness by the
author, with seemingly few
antecedents or referentials to
literary items. Remember,
this was a long time ago.
Much has passed for 'literature'
since, so I'm not arguing the
point. This is a day and age
when the 'rock-couplet' gets
all its due. And believe me,
it's not due much. Ask Zimmy.
-
I see now too that most of
that already, in 1967, was a
California influence that was
about to be carving up the entire
rest of the country. There was
no evading it, and since that
time we all live with the results,
and not just in 'literature.' Or
whatever they call that stuff in
California. As an example,
let's consider parking lots: 
Here in New Jersey, back in 
these days, 1960's, 1970's, 
parking lots were just large 
expanses of macadam, with 
lines for the cars to park in,
spots and otherwise they were
just open expanses. Not there.
At about that time, the 'new' 
form of parking lot, like we
see now everywhere, here,
started flooding the market:
cut-outs of bricked and planted
rows, abutments, etc.  -  all
making it now impossible 
to just zoom off. One now 
has to follow the rows, make 
the turns, etc. That's California,
my friend. Influence, everywhere.
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Humans tend to make a cult of
trees. Many ancient traditions
posit the existence of a primal 
tree that embodies or signifies
an eternal life : Reverence
surrounds the Bodhi Tree, in
Bodh Gaya, India; the Cypress
of Abarkuh, in Iran; the
Hibakujumoku trees, in
Hiroshima, which withstood
the atomic blast. There are trees
of life and trees of death. In a
Schubert song (lieder) there's
a tree that calls to a sorrowful
wandered - "Come to me, friend,
Here you will find rest.' I've
already written here, in past
chapters, of my own strange
affiliation, spiritually, with that
large, hollowed out, burned oak
tree at the rear of my yard at 
the tracks. I used to enter that
large (then) cavity, have it
engulf me, and want to live
there forever. A spiritual
presence of that nature, (of
that 'Nature' too), much like
he California Redwoods, can
take one away for life, have
one walk off swearing to have
been in the presence of God,
muttering about an oasis of
space between time and being,
one that you were sure to have
just been in, but there are no
evidences of it and no one
therefore believes you, you
dumb stupid kid. Redwoods.
Oaks. Manzanita. Bristlecones.
Sequoias. The mists of pre-history?
The presence of Now? Real time?
Or just false? Trees always
reveal the motives of their
observers.


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