MANIKIN
Lifting the gate, a man sees nothing but
his own expectations. 'Let the foul bastard
in, and his horse,' the gruff gate-master says.
He's paid by the Kings Constabulary and wants
to know nothing about anything else. 'I'll be the
one making choices 'round here, my fellow.'
The rider dismounts, and is immediately told
to drop his arms before he steps forward.
'Drop yer arms, you bastard beggar then,
first a'fore you go,' was how it was actually
said. And they was ready to whip him
down if he'd said so much as 'no.'
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I always liked those odd adventure tales,
the ones that said nothing and meant less.
Not so much like a Grimm's or Aesop's,
which always seemed to be on their
way to something - a lesson to impart,
a moral, a story to learn. That was all for
the school-time stuff; learning and reciting.
I much rather had a share for the leatherman's
tales, told 'round the coal bucket at seaside
inns and bucket barracks. They always made
more sense and reason to me. Romance.
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And that wasn't all. Those old stories, the ones
with the lady for whom everything was given and
then a life itself was sacrificed; they were the ones
that kept me strange. How could a man ditch
himself, I always would wonder, for a high-ideal
woman who'd never give him much anyway? I
always felt the lessons stank, that everything
was, instead, really about payoffs and position
and ranking - who could get where by doing
what they did. Anyway, nobody really cared much
about any 'royal' snatch, that stuff was free, for the
taking, and it was all over the street; every woman
already having come fully-equipped and ready to
deal. All that high-falutin' stuff was crap. There's
no ideal better than grabbin' what you can
catch.
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