Friday, March 19, 2021

13,495. RUDIMENTS, pt. 1,155

RUDIMENTS, pt. 1,155
(ben folds? five?)
One acquaintance of my later 
days then was Charles Folds  -  
an elderly fellow who played a 
nice piano Monday-Friday, 
something like noon to three 
at Park Plaza, right next to the 
Lever Building  along Park Avenue, 
NYC. He went by the name Chuck 
Folds. There was a pop-musician 
of some sort, Ben Folds, much 
younger, yes, (Chuck was about
70 then), who had a group called
Ben Folds Five, but I never knew
if there was a connection, father
or son or whatever. It's funny how 
the initial meeting happened, since
it was all by accident. It was closer
in time to those hoary days after
the World Trade Center bombing,
when everyone was tightly-strung
and the concerns for security and 
stuff were paramount. I myself, in
that time period, looked pretty normal,
could pass for everyday people, just
another schmuck, though with a
camera. This day I had stopped
outside the Lever House, which 
had an outdoor dining plaza area, 
through which the office people 
passed and many others sat
at the touristy, outdoor dining 
and luncheon tables - people 
sitting around (many tables 
and chairs, lunchtime, informal 
crowding, people just gazing out.
I had stopped a bit to take some 
photos of the building and environs, 
not people, and this security guard 
guy comes blasting out at me, to 
shoo me away. With parts of the 
building itself as a nice backdrop, 
it all made for some nice photo-taking, 
no spectacular details or bother, just 
quick clicks, per the usual, of facades, 
reflections and some people, from 
the sidewalk area - not diners. I actually
had figured it from the security angle 
already, thinking if there was some 
office romancing going on, people
having affairs and sneaking about, 
they'd not want their 'photos' taken 
for the record, detective work or
not. I was all about privacy!

I saw this security guy schmoozing 
with some office-worker lunch babe 
at the railing, and thought to myself 
something like 'yeah, the uniform 
gets them every time' and at just 
that moment the same guy comes 
swiftly up to me and aggressively 
starts saying 'no photos from this 
sidewalk, if you have to take them 
you can do it from a distance or 
go across the street.' Fair enough, 
and I figured if that's the day's play 
at security and private property 
(even of 'public plazas' for which 
easements the developer and 
property-owner has promised
open access), it didn't bother 
me any. I just sort of sneered 
back into his face, said 'yeah, 
yeah' and moved along. Crossing 
the street, southerly, right there is 
Park Plaza, or Park Ave. Plaza or 
somesuch. I took a few more photos
 from that vantage (good shots 
high-up, of the building and overhang, 
etc.) and went inside to get a coffee 
from the kiosk within. On my way 
in, I noticed the very nice grand 
piano, and then the poster and 
then the older guy playing it  -  
everyone else seemed unmindful 
of him. His tip cup had perhaps 
8 or 10 dollar bills in it, and he 
was displaying a CD and a 
short bio-sheet of himself and 
his past career. I got my coffee 
and went back over to the piano 
to just sit around there as a sole
attentive audience. I watched
his hands (great skin, the 
whitened and transparent skin 
of an older person, perhaps 75 
years old, through which veins 
and white patches and age marks 
can be seen). Nice pianist's nails  
-  and a fleeting, soft and ready 
familiarity with the keyboard he 
was playing. His touch  -  playing 
piano myself I am aware of the 
touch and the hammer, the 
percussive attributes and the 
magical soft-grace with which
it really can be done right  -  
rang  true. His fingers ran 
softly and smoothly along the 
trills and arpeggios of his work; 
no harshness, no banging, just a
softened, fleshy tone of warmth. 
It is a big room, be aware, and 
he is softly at the enter of it, 
elevated perhaps three big steps 
up, with no amplification or an 
amplification level I was unaware 
of or could not see. He's an old 
jazz guy, perhaps of a 1960's 
heyday, as there are photos 
of the usual 'greats' around 
on the corridor walls leading 
to the bookshop which sold 
his CD and sponsors his
afternoons there (Chartwell
Books)  -  Gillespie, Ellington, 
Armstrong, and others, men 
and women alike  -  and, 
oddly as well, a nice shot of 
a young Lou Reed and an 
almost-curious shot of the 
young Brothers Gibb looking 
as if they'd just landed from 
an Australian-Mars. When he 
took a break I asked 'Chuck' 
about things  -  how was that 
piano, how fared the sound 
and the touch, did he like the 
room, how often did he play, 
what selection of tunes, etc. 
Just basic questions which 
he answered with great 
aplomb and finesse  -  about 
the piano, which he thought 
was just-almost 'not rugged 
enough' to take a beating ('it 
couldn't take it, you're not 
going to play Rachmaninoff 
on this') but 'just right for this 
room, where the acoustics 
are soft and the sound nicely 
carries.' He then said 'recognize 
that last tune?' (no, I did not)  -  
'theme to Gone With the Wind'. 
Well, anyway, that's how it 
started. Now I make it a point 
often enough when I can, to 
stop and see Charles, who's 
usually always there. Slowly, 
slowly, slowly do I work through 
a hundred questions I have to 
ask him. We talk. He's always 
expansive and alive to me  -   
and alone. I've never seen him 
with anyone, which kind of bothers 
me in its way  -  all these chippish 
people about, sitting and yapping, 
cell-phones and computer tablets 
running on, eating, drinking, lost 
away in the maw of a great unholy 
city, and there  -  right with them  -  
sits a part of the vast past of the 
place, of which they know nothing 
and apparently seem not to care 
to know. As reader, yes, I can 
already imagine the more smug 
of you entitling yourself to attack 
me for presumptive attributes  -  
'how do you know they don't 
know of the past? How can you 
say they don't care to? How do 
you know he's alone?', as such. 
To which I already reply 'rubbish!' 
I know it because I see it and I 
can say it. As for the rest, shove 
it. Charles Folds  -  (any musical 
relation to Ben Folds? Son? I 
do not know, nor care, though
I actually dislike that 'Chuck'
nickname appellation)  -  is my 
representation here of what 
I'm trying to say : that we have 
already zoned out any makings 
of the real past and soundness 
of the life that went before us 
and cleansed our selves and 
our societies of any of the 
marvelous overflows these 
pasts provide, merely so that 
we can 'successfully' and with 
ease sink into the present 
state of mopey affairs whereby 
the new and the latest pap has 
precedence over any other story 
or storyline. It's that same gummy 
pap which entitles any cheap 
rent-a-cop guard to sidle up to 
people and declaim spaces as 
'off-limits' to normal activities. 
Knowing nothing of the larger 
situation behind the agreements 
and deals entered into to sacrifice 
such urban space and place into 
plazas and gathering points of a 
popular urban use  -  'you can 
have our land, but you can't cut 
us off.' It's like that Woody Guthrie 
song with the verse that never 
gets sung  -  'This Land Is Your 
Land', etc. You have to read 
the lyrics, or perhaps find a 
really true rendition of it, one 
that's not just happy-talk 
boosterism, that talks about 
'off-limits' and private property 
and the 'us' in USA being cut 
out of and forbidden from 
our own lands and places. 
Someday listen to it.
It may be no big matter, as 
perhaps I make too much of 
it, or 'doth protest too much' 
or any of that, but  -  as it is 
said  -  'iconic' places sometimes 
cause their own displacement. 
The Lever House, to my mind, 
should not now be the sort of 
place contained by simpletons 
such as this part-duty security 
guy. On the face of it, the entire 
situation is shameless, and that's 
all I'm going to say  -   you can
 leave it to yourself to make up 
your own mind about what 
portions of our legacy and 
heritage we've turned over 
to stupidity, paranoia, fear 
and unknowing control. And 
then, once you've done that 
and, perhaps, decided that 
all of that is OK with you, 
then at least take a look at 
the quality of the people we've 
turned it over to, those 
knuckleheads and the 
know-nothings advancing
and promoting (and enforcing) 
this situation. As in today's world,
some twenty years later, those
who are given the supremacy 
over us usually turn out to be
the worst of the breed. Lording
over us in some framework of
their own working, which has
the 'situation,' as it goes, all
misconstrued and every point 
lost. By that we live. 
-
Watching and talking with Mr.
Folds, not just this first time but
every time, was a complete pleasure
and held, for me, a richness that
sang of older NYC. Where I wanted,
right then, to be  -  in the unfolding
arms of a welcoming committee of
the living past that still had some
semblance of grace, beauty, and
finesse. All gone now.
-
part 2, next. 'Chartwell Books'

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