Friday, April 30, 2021

13,579. RUDIMENTS, pt. 1,174

 RUDIMENTS, pt. 1,171
(a philippe petit of my own)
A few basic things to rehash:
Back to that entire Philippe Petit
thing, two chapters back, I have
more to add. My son was, at 
that time, about 8 or 9, and
we'd most often catch Philip
during that period when he
was doing 'performances' in
Washington Square Park. For
all I know it was a part of his
community service time, for
his misdemeanor from spanning
the Twin Towers. In any case,
due o the regularity of it all,
he began using, any number 
of times, my young son in his 
act. At this time he wore (Philippe
did), and  performed in a theatrical
top-hat. He strung cable and rope,
nothing substantial, between a
few local park trees nearby, and
sometimes a bench or two. He'd
pass the hat too, and get tips or
whatever. My son was used for
handing up rope, or cable, or the
hat, etc. Philippe would do his
quick little act to the adoring
crowd. He also used one of
those long, balance, poles which
high-wire acrobats use. It was
nearly three times the length of
my son (maybe three times) and
to see the young boy handle the
pole  -  the few times he had to
pass it up, or move it out of the
way at ground-level, was funny. 
Just something I always remember
anyway. Philippe never spoke much,
but he had a cool, Frenchified way
of speaking, and a very unique
face as well. I always enjoyed
that too; plus the knowledge
that here was the guy who some
6 or 7 years back had electrified
NYC and the country with his
weird feat of vaulting the Twin
Towers as he did  -  it all made
for grand presence. Which is easy
to say in a Frenchified way too!
-
When Petit wired between the
two towers, we (I) was nowhere
near NYC, having still at that time
hustled-to-hideout at Columbia
Crossroads and Elmira. To me,
the only real memory of it is,
maybe, Marvin Scott reporting
it all on WOR, from NY, beamed
in. I think it took on even more
of a reality because of that. There
were a lot of other NYC B-level
station newscasters then too,
though I forget the names. One
guy was pretty famous, and I
remember he came out to Elmira
once to participate in some sort
of baseball game or baseball
extravaganza, for fund-raising
something or other, with the
Elmira Pioneers. He was from
CBS channel 2, this guy. The 
Pioneers were Elmira's very 
own minor league baseball 
team, the real stuff. Low-level 
and all, but some names came 
up through  there. They had 
their own little stadium and 
all, and the games were pretty 
cheap, like a buck and a quarter, 
to get in. If this guy's name 
comes back to me, I'll add it 
in. [Jim Jensen]. He's  dead 
now, that much I remember.
-
This made me remember
another thing  -  way back in
High School, Senior Chemistry,
I had this bum-wreck of a
teacher named Robert Andes.
All that guy ever did (this was
1967) was  -  when not talking
about Carbon Chemistry or
extolling the Periodic Table 
of the Elements, was go on
about his infatuation with
some babe newscaster, also
on one of those early channels,
named Pia Lindstrom. It got
really boring.
-
I stepped out tonight, after dark,
and walked these strangely wooded
paths. The wind was howling, yet
again, and the temperature had
plummeted...but, in a Proustian
manner it al reminded me of so 
much else. (Free time, meaning
'time' out of structure, brings forth
things like this. Proust said a
remembered sensation in its
sensory immediacy but temporal
remoteness gives one an experience
outside of normal chronology. 
It was pretty much exactly like
that tonight  -  years, and miles,
apart from all those times in NYC
when I'd be traipsing the streets,
in the very same fashion, in quite
the same weather and wind, and
coming to or from Chumley's  -
where for a time I spend in
inordinate amount of time, and
sometimes money as well. My
sensation was about the same,
even though now I was amidst
trees, water, and what is mostly
ineffectually called 'Nature,'
here. The very same feelings
went racing through me  -  all
those resounds of memory and
place and temporality, of the
lonely times along Barrow and
Bedford Streets when, even
though amidst a crowd or a
group, I stood alone, just
absorbing all that was around
me. I fairly thing I absorbed it
all back then, in the 1990's, so
that I could relive and be brought
back to those selfsame sensations
today and here and now.
-
If I were to tell you that the one
conclusion of my life has come to
this  -  that 'Memories' come first,
and only then 'Reality' follows  -  
would you believe me? Or even
understand me....As, like a Philippe
Petit of my own, I turn time on
its head and undertake my own,
crazy, balancing act?


13,578. THE OUTCOME IS UNIMPORTANT

THE OUTCOME IS 
UNIMPORTANT
I can hang-glide with my dreams;
outcome unimportant as long as I 
land? I notice too many things as
I descend back to earth: The skinned
cat comes out on the porch; the citadel
tower is leaning again; men are once
more marching, without orders. All
things run backwards on this way
down. Descent is what occurs
when one stops trying?

Thursday, April 29, 2021

13,577. BREAKPOINT

BREAKPOINT
Never understanding why, I went
ahead anyway. It was 28 degrees 
by the clock on the siding. Temps
shown also. I wondered who ever
had first mixed the two things.
-
A fistful of sawdust felt a bit
warmer, but not by much  -  than
the open air by the siding; than
the loading dock under the hood.
I guessed it was just cold everywhere
and there was nothing to be done.
-
Fifteen years ago, I'd have had
coffee. Twenty-five years ago,
still a cold beer. The outside air
never mattered for that. Bikers
are dumb in those ways; and the
girls with those terra cotta sweaters,
were always showing nipple. 
-
An old  friend, Claude, once said
to one of them, 'Hey, where do you
girls buy those sweaters with bumps 
in them?' She laughed and said, 
'Nowhere you'd ever be, asshole.'
I guess we all laughed, but, really
I forget.

13,576. MISS DREISING

MISS DREISING
When I was a kid, one of 
my early-on, grade-school 
teachers was a lady named 
Cynthia Dreising. The other
adults called her Cynthia,
but to us she was always
Mist Rising. What a curious
name, though I.

13,575. RUDIMENTS, pt. 1,170

RUDIMENTS, pt. 1,170
(a weak old man)
I picked up a lot of things
over the years, even in the
most inconsequential of ways.
Language things, for sure  -
of the sort that made little
sense, really, but were cool,
and useful too for someone
involved in writing. Like
hyphenated words  -  now
those are something I really
dislike, and to see the dumb
and foul use of hyphenated
words in what's supposed to
called 'poetry,' always bugged
me. I've seen people who would
hyphenate for the sake of doing
so; and I've seen others who
took some perverse pride in
what they wrote and who
adhered so strictly to their
formats and blocs, rhyme
schemes and rhythms that
they hyphenated pluralsitically
in ways more bizarre then the
word I just made up. Same 
with any of those garden-variety, 
mostly female or female the
emotional female wannabee,
cataclysmic, poetry-swoon
writers of 'Sonnets,' whose
rigid formulae strait-jacket
them into tightly linguistics
emotional overdoses.
-
Did you know that Phys-ics is
hyphenated one way, and that
Phy-sique another? Or that
Knowl-edge is hyphenated
after the 'I' and not before it?
Maybe a person can figure that
that stuff our for their own, yet
I rather doubt it and can only
sense that a true dedication
to words and writing  -  and
looking such things up  -  will
have one know about that.
Unlike that 14,00 scribblers
an hour online who submit 
their grain of sand-poetry
to the strainer of boulder-sized-
holes filtering and end up with
the usual drivel about hearts
broken, twisted love, fake
politics and their own far-game
sexuality-cum-attitude. 
(Pun there).
-
As Hayden Carruth noted, a
person correctly chooses
between such words as 
streetcar, street-car, and
street car, without really
thinking of it; since the use
fits the usage. Not the form
itself being twisted to fit. One
doesn't actually 'learn' these
things; they're more or less
genetic and implanted as birth
to denote one as a 'writer' and
another as a 'not writer. 'I myself
have stumbled lots, even with
those basic and silly differences
between lay and lie, or who
and whom. I kind of agreed
with him too, when he put forth
the idea that the logical analysis
of the sort used by lexicographers
(determining the historical meanings
and stylistic attributes of words)
denotes a respect for the human
mind and for humanity in general.
He probably was right and the
'proof,'' as they say, 'is in the
pudding.' Just having to listen to
the manners of speech and the
spoken word today causes a
heart-failure. I've had phone
messages and personal transactions
wherein the usually young most
often (usually) female on the
other end rants and rages swiftly
through whatever it was she was
meant to be uttering, to the extent
that even after three or four
re-listens I'm left with no clue
what she meant to say or had been
babbling on about, And that's
only verbal/oral. God alone,
maybe, knows what that person
writes like. What's even more
amazing to me is that people
actually hire these sorts. Do their
bosses and supervisors have any
idea how they muck things up?
Have the effectiveness quotients
of things verbal  -  in today's mass
stupidity of an oral/screen culture
brought all these thing to a dead
impasse? The constant and then
self-consuming predeliction of 
phones and hand-helds apparently
has taken control of the everyday.
Is there no longer any 'review' of
anything  -  since the doing and
not the result are now paramount?
-
I guess I've just turned into a crank.
Which leads me to wonder: Am I a
week-old man, or a weak, old man?




Wednesday, April 28, 2021

13,574. WELL I GUESS WE LOST THAT WAR

WELL I GUESS WE 
LOST THAT WAR
Ham sandwiches at the train trestles,
sled dogs in the cave, and a new Mona
Lisa at the top of the stairs. Well, I guess
we lost that war. Again. State of the Union?
Screwed-up. Fucked. And Bass-Ackwards.

Tuesday, April 27, 2021

13,573. AMETHYST AND PORTOBELLO

AMETHYST AND PORTOBELLO
The words are far apart and the
distance between them vast, but the
one thread that keeps them current
is a running theme : Life with its own
marvelous bellow.
-
Hear the calf moo; see the horse whinny.

13,572. RUDIMENTS, pt.1,169

RUDIMENTS, pt. 1,169
(philip petit and me, pt.1)
Overreach often has dire
consequences. I used to
see it a lot. For instance, 
before I got to NYC, in
196, after high school,
July, I was very suddenly
aware of the difference
in realities  -  between
what had been being
drummed into me, and 
what actually was. What
I saw, what that difference
was, was what I called
'overreach.' The kids I
had been with in school
were all overreaching,
with their concerns for
career, achievement, the
right colleges, proper
placement, etc. They were
making themselves 'done'
before they'd even gotten
into the pot. (The old 'pot,'
as in 'cooking;' Not today's
apparently frolicsome
version of the word).
-
One thing that used to 
occur to me was why no 
one ever just said to a
teacher: 'Show me why
I should believe you, what
you are saying. What  is
the end result of this
knowledge to you?' And
then I'd review what was
apparent  -  house, lawn,
cars, kids, wife or husband,
deadening debts and all
the obligations, and a
noose-locked slavery to
a job purely for the money.
None of it hardly seemed
worth doing.
-
In the innards of NYC, where
I was living, none of that stuff
mattered. Perhaps it was just
the seeding of a criminal class
over the finer sensitivities of
the artists and writers crowd,
but the mix brought forth and
to my attention an entire raft
of people to whom little of
that mattered. I met people
who admitted to their goal in
life being to reach sustenance 
without need of working. A
simple, flat-out statement,
and one spoken with a full 
confidence in achievability.
-
I guessed at some point it
was all about the two very
opposed categories of the
subjective and the objective;
which just as well were the
same categorical conflicts
much present in the modern
writing of that day. The 'New'
Journalism, as it was called  -
Tom Wolfe, Norman Mailer,
Truman Capote, all that. A 
different approach to getting
things done in a sort of half
magazine article/ half fictional
account, with the non-fictional
instructionals thrown in too.
The visuals arts, too, were right
then going through much of that
in the same way, though quite
differently. I've said all this before,
about how the reigning force
within and behind it all ended
up being 'irony.' Or even comical
'irony.' If even your artists and
writers could no  longer be 
serious, but had to operate with 
a wink. what was left of a crummy 
society? It seemed to me that a
subjective approach to things
would have a person 'in there,' 
hard at work and chucking for
results, with, I suppose, the stance
of an activist; a 'doer,' not a taker.
The other, 'objective' stance would
be the stand-offs, those a few steps
back from things. The takers. Those
NOT in the mix. Funny, it was, how
those two designations  -  so seemingly
different  -  actually seemed to have
merged. into the one type of 'urban'
person  -  those 'actively at work
to attain doing nothing.' Passivity
in the employ of Activity?
-
Sometimes I just wanted to give up,
having been little prepared for any
realities of the modern-day street life
presented to me. At which point, I
admittedly went way off-track.
-
One of the acquired skills, from this
all, was balance. Finesse. The strange
way we fight the surge and try to
stay  'up' on whatever form of a
high-wire we've put ourselves 
upon. Philip Petit had
nothing on me.





Monday, April 26, 2021

13,571. BACK TO ORIGINS

BACK  TO ORIGINS
Here we go 'round the
mulberry bush...but not
in a rush, as slow as can 
be. Is this a flower I see
before me? I think that
I shall never see, a sight
as lovely as a tree.

Sunday, April 25, 2021

13,570. MY CANTILEVERD RAINBOW

MY CANTILEVERED RAINBOW
Wendell Berry, I ain't. Nor do I care
about much : Living like this is now
parasitical; a loss without even a
chance of gain except through others.
I may gather sticks or small brush,
but the fire never burns and the 
still light diminishes what it 
was meant to enflame.

Saturday, April 24, 2021

13,569. THE SMOLDERING WRECKAGE OF BETTERTOWN BLUES

THE SMOLDERING WRECKAGE 
OF BETTERTOWN BLUES
Primarily, nothing ever happens that
wasn't pre-ordained. We all know
that. Some President will die, the
toastmasters will talk, The Pope
will skip Communion, and maybe
even old Joe Stalin and Margaret
Thatcher will dine together; to
talk sense to a better Magistrate
then anyone else can find.
-
I once sat watch over some stolen
money. Thirty-one thousand dollars,
to be exact. It was in two bank bags
made of a canvas I'd never seen
before : creamy white, thin-gauge,
and a tiny bit shiny too. I guess they
figure all that our ahead; you'd not
want those kinds of bags to burst.
-
The two guards, black guys acting
big with little guns, had been clonked
on the head, knocked out, by Henry
Hymes, at the second Newark stop
along New Jersey Railroad Avenue.
Yes, weird name, but that's really
what it's called. A trestle street,
adjoining the railroad above, and 
made from huge brown stones.
They much have built it long ago,
when they lifted the railroad through.
Things were done differently then.
-
Both guys were out cold, on the
curb outside their armored car.
There's a spot there where the
Salvation Army has a big building,
and a used-goods store right next to
it, across the way. They come and go
with cash all day, receipts and money.
The armored car guys come, pretty
regularly and on time. Foolishly.
-
If you ever read a book called
'American Pastoral,' by Philip Roth,
there's a really great reconciliation 
scene that takes place right near here, 
at the stone wall. The main guy, Swede
Lvov, finally finds his criminal, runaway,
terrorist daughter, and they have this
torrid scene right here. Worth a read.
Maybe moreso for me, since I know
the spot, and did a crime of my own
right here too. Really something.
-
I call it 'Bettertown,' because we're
all trying to get there; but no one
ever really does. Take my word.


13,568. INCOMPLETION

INCOMPLETION 
Go ahead then, complain. But
you'd better make it good. The
thin light from the semblance
of the sky you talk about is 
now so long and over.
-
I was born in a cave, and my
mother, in attendance then,
always swore it was a cavern.
If there's a difference, please
tell me now. All my father
ever said was it was the last
available dump they found.
-
Corn Flakes and Rabelais.
For my growing years that
was about it. Yes. Corn
Flakes and Rabelais.

13,567. SWITCHING SIDES AND PLATES

 SWITCHING SIDES AND PLATES
You missed it. And there was
nothing there. No deep distinction
that I can make. Why to bother by
awakening all frazzled? Life is but 
a dream; or it's been told that way.
-
Two half measures, I suppose, can
add up to something done right?
Not sure how that works. But in
any case, when I take my stance
it's probably opposed to yours.
-
Many years before this, and I do
mean many, along Canal Street
was the Tea Water Pump and
St. John's Park. Railroads came,
and Commodore Vanderbilt too,
and took all that away. Now? 
-
No one knows the difference 
between what I'm talking about 
and a sick, bad, dream of 
all that is gone.

Friday, April 23, 2021

13,566. AMALGAMATE

ALMALGAMATE
And at  the mineshaft the
men were gathering agate.
I never got the connection,
If any. My mind was onto
other things by then : items
of no less import. I watched
the smashing crane bring
down its force on rock. I
watched trees fall. Thinking
of little but silence, for which
I divinely wished.
-
What to do but shrug. There
is no rare, Shakespearean mass
for me to plug; bringing down
rain from skies on high; metal
fragments, maybe, from Heaven.
Some get the gist, some don't.

13,565. ALL DAMNED TO MY CONTENTMENT

ALL DAMNED TO 
MY CONTENTMENT
If there was a frog beneath my shirt,
at the center of my chest, it would
look like my beating heart. You could
think so anyway. If there was a lamp
atop my head, shining, it could look
like a brilliant idea coming forth. You
could think so, anyway. 
-
As it is, this lousy walkup on 23rd,
patterned after nothing so much as
defeat, is due to come down by the
wrecking ball soon. Not knowing
where I'll be after that, nothing else
much matters. Across the way, already,
they are detaching doors and windows.
-
I remember so many things  -  patterned,
like designs upon a fancy shirt, or even
the plain patterns of flannel. They each
have their color and hue  -  here flame,
their plain. Why does one life, I now
wonder, bring forth such a mix?

Thursday, April 22, 2021

13,564. RUDIMENTS, pt. 1,168

RUDIMENTS, pt. 1,168
(art, pt. 2)
"It seems that the fundamental
experience of being alive is a
gothic and grotesque experience.
It really is a frightening place.
None of us feels that we are
entirely normal." I guess that
summation is one for the record 
books, and I know that when I
read it it scored deeply. Certain
things do. One time I had two
friends, in a relationship for a
really long time. Motorcycle
people. (I'm trying to tie this
all in, and maybe I'll succeed,
maybe not, shortly, with the
same 'Art' theme as the previous
chapter. Also, let me point out
that, even though it's in quotes,
I altered that quotation by 
leaving out 'on Earth'  -  as in 
"...the fundamental experience
of being alive on Earth." It
struck me as being needlessly 
redundant). They had finally
decided to get married, and
went on a motorcycle trip to
Las Vegas, to be married there.
While there, on the motorcycle,
they had a road accident wherein
they ran broadside into a screaming
ambulance that was crossing their
path. She was killed. He was banged
up, but fine. Who was at fault, if
alcohol or speeding was involved,
I never found out, but the tragic
aspects remained and it was all
eventually taken care of too.
-
My point is, (I think), artfully if 
that episode was the premise of a
book or an adventure film or an
episode of some cop show or 
somesuch, it could possible have
been construed as 'artfully' perfect.
Art and creativity have always had a
way of subsuming the human aspects
of sadness or tragedy into the more
vast premises which they deal with
in relating or telling tales. In the
late 1700's, I guess, many a widow
or survivor was able to (perhaps)
recognize their husband or family
member in those tableauxs of
battle, shipwreck, or disaster?
-
As the turtle who had been 
attacked by a gang of snails said, 
'It all happened so fast.' Once the
triumphal vale of psychology and
self-awareness took over  -  as I see
it  -  Art lost all those old designations.
It was no longer necessary at all to be
able to see, say, any Heinrich Bloch
in a battle scene, or the grimace of
Amelia Avellina in  the approaching
storm  -  photography and all the
new ways of visual messaging had
taken all that over. Art went inside.
The great maw of the individual 
psyche surpassed, for a 'modern'
man, any necessity for true, accurate,
and detail-oriented representation.
Even things recognizable had changed
their appearances and somehow all
doors had opened to the artful play
and flow of a sort of interpretative
dance within the world of color and
line and space. I've often believed
that sort of joyousness was why
Humankind was created anyway,
in Eden, a total Republic of Creation.
In the Blakean sense (William Blake,
1757-1827) it was all again lost
at the Fall and replaced by his
imposing Gods 'Nobodaddy' and
'Urizen' ('Your Reason') who then
shackled Mankind within the pearly
limit of guilt, doubt, repetition,
rules, order, measurement and
limitation. Art was the escape.
-
Wars and rumors of war, of course,
by day and night frittered away the
'good' inherent in all recouping of
those old possibilities, and the world
was encased by the same systems and
logic we have to day. 'Scrabble players
don't suppose that spelling words is
significant; what's significant is the 
assembling of words from a limited
array of letters. Chess players don't
think about capturing kings and rooks;
they think about strategies for capturing
kings and rooks.' No painter, on the
same level, imagined that eliminating
perspective, instead of re-telling the 
story of a battle or flood, was inherently
virtuous. No one really thought the
picture plane was a prime place in
itself. They were, instead, drawn to
the game of eliminating everything
else and then finding out what was
left and how to communicate it. The
'dignity' of an abstracted art lies in
the intersection of the obviousness
of its motifs and the complexity of
its motives. What I here call the
'psychology;' of the art   -  which
brings out the endless possibilities
of the truer Humanity of the artist,
who punches now his or her way
outward from the encroaching 
shroud of dark reason and negative
expectation by which the rest  of
life has been overtaken.
-
We are everywhere else locked in
place. Art becomes both the key
AND the exiting. Past a certain 
point  -  a a difficult point to achieve,
yes  -  it hardly matters what is done,
as long as 'something' is done.




13,563. WEATHER REPORT

WEATHER REPORT
I have a makeshift campsite tent-post
for a shelter that will never hold up.
-
You cannot hear my words because
your ears are plugged? No. Not that.
-
It is all the wind in the trees blocking
the sounds of everything else. 
-
This lean-to will not last another storm.

13,582. KINDLING

KINDLING
As much as I remain determined, 
I  cannot any longer hold twigs 
in my hands. Only fiercer flames
from larger wood are in my future 
forest. There's no manipulation
like the movement of flames.
-
Coke bottle glasses and revolving
doors. Women with handbags made
of fake leather. Kids running street
games in the middle of a highway
lanes. Who knows how things go?

Tuesday, April 20, 2021

13,561. DON'T BE DELICIOUS, BE DETERMINED

 DON'T BE DELICIOUS, 
BE DETERMINED
The curtain comes down on the ladle;
something spells soup on the alphabet
floor. I can't determine what is anymore.
-
Here is the cracker you'd left on the chair;
for me? I wondered, and then I wondered
anew  -  why was it there?

13,560. RUDIMENTS, pt. 1,167

RUDIMENTS, pt. 1,167
(art, pt. 1)
More thought than anything else,
my own exclusive intrusion into
this enchanter's domain has always
had something to do with mesmerizing
others. Maybe. In the long history of
what's been done, 'Art' has traveled,
and transcended. We have now entered,
in a seeming lockstep, a realm where
Art has degenerated to trash; to forms
of 'behavioral therapy'; and to such
momentous decline that today (honestly)
I saw an ad for 'the first music done by
an infant in utero.' (I want to ask, 'If it
was twins, would it be a cast album?).
-
The world has succumbed to trash; it
used to be within only our waterways
and along highways. Then it went to
audacious roadside billboards, shopping
plazas and parking lots. Now it's just 
everywhere and graffiti itself has
been re-termed 'Art'  -  and, of course,
that has somehow been done by the
usual forms of 'social engineers' who 
plan and categorize and label the
acceptable things, which are then 
allowed to wend their way into the
fabric of everyday life. That doesn't
advance 'graffiti' into any higher
realm of art status, of course, but
it does bring art down to the scabbier
levels of the social fabric. Which
then takes it to the streets, to babble
and bleed right where they live, and
gains acceptance by those who, as 
agents, inspect and grant acceptance
to poverty, degradation, sexual
perversity, mind-numbing subtraction
from quality-of-the-essence wellness
and the least admirable qualities of
post-intellectual lifestyles.
-
It has been said, and I learned it thusly,
that the best Art is done by those under
conditions of adversity. I question that,
now, totally. I remember once going to
an art exhibit, in about 1970, at the Met
or somewhere, and a friend, along with
us, with very little art consciousness,
went through the rooms with us  -  all
those Vermeers and Giottos and Monets
and Manets and Valezquezes and the rest.
We then went to another floor, where the
featured art was titled as 'Nazi War Drawings.'
Meaning 'Art' done by camp inmates.
He was enthralled, and thought it was
great  -  and only later did we tell him
that it had been a special 'side' exhibit
of camp-prisoner art. He was under the
impression that it was part of the more
general canon of traditional, accepted,
art. Of the sort people swoon over.
That always stuck with me. Curiously.
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One thing about 'Art' as it is taught,
in Art History anyway, is that it's often
encoded, instead of as just Art, as an
'encoded political cartooning or as
social history in pictures.' It ought to
be viewed as by a person 'moved'
by it, rather than by someone who
encapsulates what he or she sees into
a pre-ordained format of category,
style, or scene. That's very difficult
to do. I've never really known what
a 'philistine' was, or what was meant 
by it, derogatorily, when addresses to
someone who partakes of art as a
'part-time' or Sunday endeavor. It
reeks of elitism, to be able to call
someone out for that.
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Goya painted demons. Bosch and
Breughel painted oddities of fantastic
presence. Others painted battle scenes,
royal portraits, the vast and heavy
interiors -  Vuillard, Matisse. It was
all done, those old formats and now
encyclopedia-ized styles, in another
world and one that no longer exists.
The 'modern' idea, after TV, movies,
photography and the rest had superseded
much of the role painting once had,
was that, or became, that 'modern 
painting, having ceased to be
illustrative, ought to be decorative.'
(Instead, I guess, though that stark
word was left out). The old jobs
or portraying bank presidents,
battle scenes, landscapes, showing
off the manor house, and the
faint and bucolic forms of a 
dwindling 'Nature' with its
horses, farms, barns  and
windmills, having been turned
over to photography and the
movies, left to painting what
painting still did well, and that
was to paint.
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I don't really wish to belabor
all of this, but I want to say that
the axis of 'Freud/Marx' did change
everything about painting and about 
art. Once the psychological angle
was introduced into the realm of
art and creativity, all the other aspects
fell away  -  or should have. The Left,
the political movement of Marx, we
can see, did also step in and agenda-ize
much of 'Art'  -  often enough just
turning into the social- realism of
WPA stuff as well as the theatrical
Soviet realism of collectives and
farms and military bumbling; red
sashes and furious coats of arms!
Now, almost a hundred years on
as well, we have even de-calculated
all that and ended up with piles
of bricks, or squats of dung, being
called art. Put into our own social
services of propaganda foolishness
and high-style, often gay as well,
frippery. It's a different world and
we are, surely, adrift in a different
and very de-centralized, place.