Sunday, July 2, 2023

16,379. NEGATIVES

NEGATIVES
It's difficult for me to stay negative 
when everyone is saying the 'right'
attitude will win my day. It may well
be just as they say, yet I harbor my own
digging doubts. Everything sideways falls
off the cart. I am my own worst enemy.
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I awoke today in a hole so deep and
black I thought there'd be no coming 
back; but by 4pm it was pretty much
gone. Last night, again, was little sleep.
At 9pm the town's fire whistle blew is
nightly signal, and I though that we 
were done. 9:30, the dirigible assholes 
got started with fireworks. The next 
house down the hill is about 1000 feet 
off. He got his 40 minutes of nitwit
folly, and then the next house got their.
And then the next. Each of 3, sounding
like a conspiracy.
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With a 'rest-home' here filled with 
doddering fools, I was surprised at 
the lack of consideration . No sleep 
for me!

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